10. mája 2008 13:03:13 CEST
When did you learn that you are submissive to Women? What set you off or triggered your first submissive impulses?
For me, it was watching the old Avengers show when I was kid, about 6 or 7. Watching Emma Peel beat up men was the first time I had an erection. I loved watching her on that show.
About the same time, some variety show had a dance routine where a Woman pirate is surrounded by a bunch of male pirates who are trying to capture her. In slow motion, she beat up every one of them one-by-one, and at the end they were all at her feet waving little white flags while she stood over them triumphantly.
What's your story?
16. mája 2008 18:28:31 CEST
I knew i was different when i found that the smell of my next door nieghbours pvc coat and wellingtons caused me to have an erection.This led me to go around to their house when i knew that they were out,and indulge my passion of,not only the mothers but also her young daughters,taking their PVC Raincoats and Wellingtons and either dressing in them and pretending to be Girlie,or rubbing the coats in my face and licking the wellingtons.Of course the inevitable happened and i got caught,but being only 10 years old it was put down to childish pranks.At night in bed,i would often dream about serving them as their slave,and my punishment for disobedience was to be dressed in their coats and wellies all day and to sleep in them at night. My first Gay experience also included wearing pvc macs...Ah the good old days!!!
16. mája 2008 13:20:29 CEST
I don't have a key experience to tell, like you are able to, but as far as I remember, my early dreams were placed during my early youth, too. But as far as I think I was about the double age, perhaps about 14 when I have dreamed of being captured by my female classmates.
I think that our bdsm-interests came up by the experiences we've made during our early years, because this is the age when our personality and especially our sexuality is built up. For example many adult people with a sexual trauma have had a misplaced childhood. I don't want to call this lifestyle a curse (even it can become one), like traumata based on a misplaced childhood, but it seems that we have been influenced during that early age.
We've found out which feeling it was to be dominated or even to dominate. To love giving the power away or to take the power with a sadistic smile in order to achieve our needs.
Well, after a while I have discovered to be a switch, but I sadly cannot tell why and have no memory how this really has begun.
I guess it's like an inner need to keep the balance.
13. mája 2008 2:22:12 CEST
Wow, this is really interesting. So far, we all developed the urge at about the same age--very young. I thought I was unique in that regard.
11. mája 2008 23:57:13 CEST
I rembember a holiday trip with my parents when I was around the age of 6 or 7. I was sleeping in the same hotelroom as them. My parents had long fallen asleep but the TV was still running. For some reason or another I couldn't sleep so I was watching. Suddenly this sexy tv-show came on. It showed various episodes of all different kinds of people having sex in all different kinds of situations. It was nothing special but it sure had me going. Then came the last episode. A man was tied to the bed by his wife and his mother-in-law. They started whipping him, and he had to count every single lash out loud. Afterwards he had to kneel in front of them, while they kissed each other and laughed at him. I think that did it for me. I just wish I could remember the show or see this episode ever again.
11. mája 2008 13:48:50 CEST
I seem to be following the trend of being submissive to women at an early age. It would have been at the age of 5 or 6 and was especially developed when my babysitter would wrestle with me and she would sit on top of me her legs pinning my arms down. I did not realize how powerful my desire to submit to a Women was. The cravings and desire to be dominated just increased by the hour since those days.
11. mája 2008 7:37:33 CEST
My older sis was always a little dominant to me. She is very hot and sexy and I loved her outfit, especially her hot shoes. When I was six years old, I had an erection while wearing her shoes. As a teen I desired to worship her shoes. It was such a turn on to lick her shoes also the soles. My sis lerned me to be devot and submissive and introduced me in shoefetish.Of course we never did something illegal.
